It has been 2 years on since the unhappy episode. These have been put behind & I've moved on in a better way.
Learning has been much more fulfilling than before. What's the point of taking an exam year after year? I've never had such intention & when I decided to stop, lesson never seemed important to her anymore. Lesson was never regular again. It all happened for a reason and I'm glad it happened.
With a change, currently I learn more in depth for each piece I play. Furthermore, there is no pressure to enter the exam. I just want to play the pieces & enjoy the learning. Not for exam sake.
Thank God, it's over.
